This is...the last kind of thread I thought I would ever write. If you need to know, I'll tell you. It'll explain why I'm even writing this post. Okay, a month or so ago, I was dumped. For those of you who remember, you should be satisfied with just that.
Anyway, something happened with me and a close male friend tonight... We...almost had sex. Now...I never thought this kind of thing would happen to me. But I almost did it. It ended pretty quick when I threw up, though. Why did I throw up? I have this thing about penises... He was okay with it, though, and he was really supportive... I think... No, I know I like him. But...I'm also a lesbian and we will never be able to have sex.
Does this make ANY sense? I'm too confused right now to assess this myself.
I really have no idea what to say to help, but y'can always hunt me down if y'need someone t'talk to, y'know. Tsukiyasou = AIM if you want it.
I suppose the situation banks on how you feel, and what you want. Though from y'post, that's kinda asking someone t'pull a white shirt with a blue dot outta a load full of white laundry in the spin cycle.
First of all, though, y'allright?
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Then what chaneed'r hugs! Big hugs, small hugs, one hug, two hugs, red hugs, blue hugs! (Yay Dr. Seuss) S'there anyone 'round y'feel comfortable enough with t'ask for three hugs a day at minimums? That's my general perscription, helps to try'n go from there when/if (y'should, hugs are great) y'feel betters.
Jus' gotta get the whole thing through your system first, ah? Thinking and asking can come after; it may/may not feel like it, but I think y'ave time~
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Yay laughter! And I like Dr. Seuss, I should quote it more... An'way, sounds like y'feeling better? Better 'an yesterday, at any rate?
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Can't edit my previous post anymore? S'allright t'double post if I can't edit?
On a slightly lighter note, I totally (playfully) blame you f'my strange dream las' night (which seemed t'be a similar situation, and probably was inspired by this thread). Of side note is that I could apparently turn m'self incorporeal and walk through walls in the same dream, and it was followed by dreams also starring this guy, tagging along absurd things I get involved in. That included some kind of demonic shapeshifter who just wan'ed some help wi'a tech problem (terr'ized a school or building o'something to get said help), and some events that led to the repeated use o' the phrase "Strangulating Arm Clowns" and the playing of True My Heart (might have been the Miku version) a number of times.
I'm afraid of me, too.
But back to the topic re: you, s'been four days, an' though I don't fear 'bout anything bad've happening, I'm wond'rin how y'feeling! Are y'still confused? I don't know th'whole situation--'specially y'thoughts--and I'm not really too much an analyst, s'I can't really help much's I'd like to. S'I'm jus' trying t'get word of your state a' mind, 'n improve it if I can, whist looking f'any other way t'help.
(I s'pose there's always the throwable comment that y'two could have a rela'ship without sex, but I'd be the last person t'know how hard'd be in practice. An'only you'd know how it p'tains to this situation, s'I'd think that if it were an option, y'd consider it y'own. Hence throwable.)
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No, I think I got over it. The thing is, the fact that I couldn't do it, proves that I'm very much a lesbian. Also, while maybe a relationship without sex could work for some people, I doubt it would work for me in the long run. We've agreed to go back to being just friends.
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
Ah, hurrah, hurrah! 'At's good, then! Do y'think it's a suitable conclusion t'the situation? I hope there isn't any, but if anthings left unresolved, y'can 1:1 me or forum it wi' no worries! Ultra-glad t'hear y'feeling better, an'I hope y'friendship goes long ways! -LT
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