a few days ago I saw possibly the saddest anime ever Air I sat down to watch it at about 7am then by 1pm I had to get up again because I finished it. Since I saw it I havn't gotten depressed which is weird since I wasn't on my medication. then for some reason or another my light mood has allowed me to get back on my meds.
I don't know why but it seems like that story triggered something in my brain. everytime I look back on how I've been feeling I just feel like I want to do everything I can to keep feeling this way. I don't WANT to be sad anymore which is something I've never been able to honestly in my life. Depression was always my excuse to act however I wanted and generally be a whiny baby. but I think I can get past that now.
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oh as to my question... Anyone want to hang out? lol
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
I still blame Simoun and Blue Drop for making me feel feelings. I don't like feelings... It's been months and the effect still hasn't washed way, hopefully it lasts for you.
I would consider watching Air, but I'd really rather not dropkick my brain again in the same 12-month period.
If you bring pastries or pizza, I will hang out with you.
Air TV... my friend made me watch that with her during the summer last year, I was so sad by the end of it. We sat there staring at the screen when it finished, and we couldn't believe that it was over.
It's a beautiful series, really well done, but so depressing... and short
Thanks for the replies everybody guess I'm not forgotten after all YAY and Kio I havn't heard from you in AGES! lol
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
I'm sweet like lead poisoning. I haz a profile biography now! The curious-nosed might peer into it, and the dramatically-disinclined can withold themselves.
NEW! I also have a blog, you're invited to check it out, or request a topic you'd like me to cover.
I've been saying "Gao" to everyone for the last few days... makes me happy!
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
Mandy lives inside my head and whispers things to me when I'm sleeping! Most things are about motorcycles but occasionaly she likes to tell me stories about Dinosaurs! ...... That Ride Motorcycles!
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...