Sometimes I write poems, I just want to hear what people think of them :3
Little flower. (Translated from swedish) Little flower shines like sun Stands strong with roots in ground Stands alone and waits for spring more wait is only what the wait bring. Iceing cold. Pouring rain. whatever that happends she still wait.
Little flower have now lost her smile Her friends she will never see again Waited too long is what she has done She will never more see the spring come
Little flower is now gone and dead Her life was a little too short in the end The week after, spring arrived and every bird now sing with pride...
next one...
"I love You." With that I put a single rose on your grave, a red rose. A rose that represent my love for you, but it also represent the blood you lost becouse of me. The blood you lost when you saved me, when you finally made me notice. You loved me too, more than I could ever love you. You gave your life for me, you gave me the thing that was most important for you. I could have been in that coffin, but you saved me. So I tell you once again, the three little words that you wanted to hear when you was still here. "I love you"
Thank you :) The first poem was actually a thing that I made for class, Inspiration was a yellow little flower ^^ The second I just wrote when I felt alone and depressed... When I write poems I do it to get out my feelings instead of just building them up inside of me, I know that keeping the feelings inside of you for too long isn't good...
Edit: Sorry for the late answer, the internet I used for 3 weeks didn't exactly love this site ._.'
I'm crying, and I don't know why. Even how much i'm trying, I can't stop cry...
I miss you. How many times do I need to say it? You don't hear it all the times I say it, becouse I don't say right out to you. How many times have I thought about how it would be to hug you, to kiss your lips? I disguise my love as a normal friend, and I won't let you know about it, unless you ask me. I can't think of nothing but you, I miss you. Is it so hard to notice?
(I think I need to be more social or something I think... >.> )
Now it happened again, I thought about all the things that happend in a year and this came out from my brain...
A year, new things and new friends. A year, more terror attacks and new excecutions. A year, so much happend in just a year; I get new friends, new nicknames, get to hear about how more girl get killed by family, get to hear about more crimes that was worse than the one I heard last...
Life is actually quite depressing sometimes when you just sit and think about it, right?
Thank you, while I'm depressed or something I just write to get out my feelings instead of crying, ans since I'm in a quite depressed period now you might hear some more poems soon...
I miss them, The days of joy and laughter. Where are they now, hiding? Hiding from the world, A world of death and sadness? A world without children that laugh and play. Can't be called a world.
Children and War
How many times have you smiled at a child passing by? How many times have you seen a child, barely 9 months, take her first steps and not smiled with her? How often do not the adults say that the children are the future? Even though they are, we isn't teaching them kindness, only war. Children grow up with war, war is the childs teacher. They learn that killing is for a good reason, that the end justifies the deeds. "What deeds?" you may ask. And I will answer "The killing of innocents."
Yeah, and since we discovered the nuclear bombs we have just destroyed more and we doesn't do much for the people that get affected by the bombs... It is a depressing and sad world...
yeah, it would... And yay for lay in bed and and thinking of love poems : D
I'm cold, But the fire in my heart is still warm. The fire that represents my love for you, Is still greater than I could ever be thinking of. Becouse everytime I see you, It puts more fuel to the fire. Everytime I see your smile, even if it's not for me, The fire grows stronger. Everytime I hear your voice or hear your laugh, I just want to run forward and kiss you. So you see; The fire in my heart is strong, But it still feels cold becouse I don't have you here to warm me.
And yes, my room is cold D: That thing that would make it warm doesn't work T^T
Yes, the heater ^^' Me and my stupid swedish, I started to think of "Fridge" but then I realised that a fridge was that cold thing... Me not like language ._.
(and here's my try of a poem that is not totally depressed D:) The note
You sit in a Café, right over the street. You sit outside, so I steal a little peek at your face. The moment I realice you look back at me, I look the other way. I feel like if there's a fire burning on my cheeks. I'm blushing.
Next day I see you at the same Café, And you seem to search for someone. When your gaze stops at the waitress, Your beautiful face lightens up, and you smile. I feel myself smile becouse of you...
After my work is done for the day, You still sit there, right outside across the street. My feelings for you only grew stronger, when I saw the tears running down your face.
I just couldn't stand it anymore, I took out a piece of paper, And wrote down a couple of words. I gather all my courage and started to walk. At your table I'm finally able to let you see me, And with a shy smile I hand you the note. Then I walk away quicker than I came.
I hear quick steps behind me, So I stop and look back. Behind me I see you running towards me, You still cry.
With a litle piece of paper you hug me, I hug you back, feeling happy. I can feel the last rays of the sun hit my back, and the note falls from your hand into the wind.
It flies away so that the whole world can read it. "I fell in love with your smile, the one that I love so much. But the rest of you; your hair, your eyes and the whole you. That was the part that made me stay. So please, don't cry. Eyes as beautiful as yours, wasn't meant to held tears."
DFJ LDGJL OH MY GOD! *HUGS YOUR POEM* OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Amazing! It's so sweet! oh my god oh my godddd! It made me blush and and and KYAHH and and and and it makes me sad and happy too and oh my goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. @_@@@:$KLWRJ SE GKg;
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I Still Remember The Smile When You Tore Me Apart.
Eheheh ^^'' *blush* That last one was actually just something I did when I tried to make ONE poem that wasn't made of my wonderful depression, I made in in a 40min class >.> and a little while after class :3
Heh ^^ *hug* Thank you, compliments are always welcome, they make me feel a little bit happy :3 But ridht now I think I need to go back to my class, I was just going to write down a couple of these on paper and then try to draw something that fit to them :3
Mweh, I actually like to cry sometimes, it feels bettr after I've done it. But it have been some time since I last cried, can't even emember it right now ._.
When I cry.
When I cry, I let go of my previous thoughts. When I cry, I only think of what I miss or what made me sad. When I cry, I try to cry until the last drops. For when I cry, I do it so I don't need to soon again.
Mweh, I was half happy today, it is quite unusual these days, but I had that litle happiness becouse I wasn't in a serious mood xD Still, I'm going to write a poem again... I just feel like it :'3
Even the smallest thought on you by my side, Makes me smile. To be able to smell you, and remember that smell, Would make me very glad. To hug you, and to whisper little kind words of love into your ear, That would make me truly happy.
If I didn't have to hide my love for you. If I didn't have to seek comfort in the arms of my friends. If I didn't have to "drug" myself with fanfictions and Anime. But I could have you instead. Just you by my side would make me happt, and I would try to make you happy, I would try with all my power to take away all the sorrow from your life. With you, I don't think I would ever be like this again.
AWEEEEEEEEEEE! It's so like awesome! XD; I was so into it that when you put 'Fan-fictions and anime", I wasn't expecting that so I shot back to reality! It was sooo weirddd.
But but but but but I relate! I do I do! *Raises hand in the air and starts jumping up and down* Me me me! Call on meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I Still Remember The Smile When You Tore Me Apart.
Well, those are actually the things I do right now... and when I get to depressed I smoke... I know it's bad for my health, but i makes me feel better for some moments, it's easier than reading a fanfic... But I actually try not to smoke too much, I acually do, so instead I sit and read fanfic after fanfic just to escape from reality... If I didn't do that I don't know if I would have been here right now, maybe I would have been in a mental hospital or something... or I would just sit in my room and cried all night...
Sorry, I just had to get those things out sometime ^^'
Mweh, my hard drive is only 37,2GB (which was really much when my parents got it T^T) so I don't download anything these days ._. I use Veoh instead :'3