Prologue. Hey, Raine? What? What are you thinking about right now? UhmI dont know You dont know what you are thinking about? She shrugged. I guess A long awkward silence fallowed. The red head did not now what too say and the orange girl named Raine, was trying too find the right words to break this silence. You know She began. When Im with you, I dont have too think, because youre the only thing im thinking about A light red blush crawled upon her face. These moments they share are the most precious time they have. But confessing that you love or care for her is still hard for Raine. And when they share these moments Raine has a habit too blush. Raine? The red head moved un top of Raine so she could see those deep blue eyes. Those eyes made her forget where they where. One look into those eyes and she was lost in a deep blue sea. Do you love me? Raine gave a nervous nod. Do you care for me? She gave her another nod. Do you wanna kiss me? Kissyou. SureuhmI meanCan we? She cursed under her breath for not speaking clear. But how can you when a beautiful girl tells you if you want to kiss her, right? Lil, what are you, hummf Raine was silenced with a kiss. A sweet, yet passionate kiss. A kiss that wanted more. Raine hands began to move down to her lovers waist, wanting too though her lovers skin, she let one hand go freely under her lover shirt. By this respond Raine got what she wanted, a small moan. Raine, what? She menaced to say before she was the one silenced with a kiss. Raine wanted more, lil knew that but did she wanted more? She broke the kiss and carefully removed herself off raine. Im sorry She looked at Raine, who she thought would be angry smiled at her. For what? For kissing me or that your feeling guilty that I want too move faster and you dont? That last part Raine moved closer towards Lillith and gave her a kiss on the corner of her mouth. Dont be. I should be the one apologies for moving faster. She smacked herself on her head. Me and my stupid hormones Lillith giggled. She have Raine a hug. Well, you belong too me so those stupid hormones come in a package as well, no? She let out a small chuckle. Resting her head on her lovers shoulder, she says. Soul meets soul on lovers lips And with that she gave lillith a kiss.
Chapter 1
How long has it been? She pondered herself to that question. 3, 4 years? Maybe longer she shook her head as she moved away from the table where she was sitting. She paid the waiter before walking out of the bar. Why am I still pondering myself of the past as is been yesterday she thought. Im I still that heartbroken, or is it more? She tuck her hands in her warm jacked as she moved slowly on the cold streets of New York. It was winter now and in this time of the year people were busy buying presents for there loveones. Christmas, what a beautiful time too spend with you lover and family. She looked across the street to see a couple holding hands, sharing a kiss, and looking at each other with so much love, that she almost felt sick in her stomach. Looking at her hands she smiled. I had you and I let you go. What a mistake I made Do you have a habit for talking to yourself She jumped up of surprise as she turned around too see Selene holding a few presents in her arms. Selene was a girl she met in high school. The new kid, the punker and the one that nobody wanted too be friends with her. Because she was a bit strange, they said. She still remembers the first day they met.
Oke everybody I want you too meet a new class member and I want you too be nice, oke? The teachers happy and smiling face turned into a scary and terrifying look as she looked at her students. Do I make myself clear? Everybody nodded. For they where all scared of the wrath the teacher had if she was angry. Oke She moved towards the door. The moment she opened it a girl came in the class room. She had all different kind of colour in her hair. Blue, white, red and pink. But what made her unique was her purple bang in front of her left eye. That just screamed too be seen. She had a pair of jeans that where litarelly torn apart. And a simple plain shirt with bugs bunny on it, with the line Whats up,doc Everyone was silenced, all there eyes where set on her. Great, just great she thought. The teacher placed a hand on her shoulder as she began. This is Selene Newborn. And I will leave the rest too you, my dear The teacher smiled at her as she moved away from, sitting behind her desk. She lets out a frustrating sigh. She ran her hand trough her colored hair and began. My name is Selene Newborn as the teacher just said. Im 16 years old and went to a private school. I was kicked out of it because they found out I was sleeping with a girl. This cause the students too whisper. Before you can judge me, let me remind you I have a black belt and a short temper. So for your own safety, stay away from me! They were all silence once again. Selene looked at them and laughed. Man, yall need too see your faces for real guys. I was joking. She stopped laughing and continued. Look I went too a private school, I was not kicked out of it, I just wanted too go to a public school. Well that is that I guess. If you got any questions at all. I will not answer them. She gave dead glare towards them, that quickly turned into a dangerous smile. The teacher who was still in shock of the I slept with a girl part Stood up and said. Well you can go sit next too Raine, thats that orange hair girl. She gave a simple nod and moved toward Raine. Hi, Im Selene. Yeah, I know. They gave each other a handshake. As the moment Selene sat. The students began too whisper once again. God, I hate that. Hate, what? That the moment you enter the room and state your name and the why you left your school they start too whisper Raine shrugged at that and simple said. Yeah, but you gave them a reason too whisper. You said I slept with a girl and thats a big no, no missy Selene blinked on that comment. Missy, did she just called me missy? She thought. Well, I guess I will be your first friend on high school. Nice too have a friend, no? Selene only nodded. Well I guess this will be a long school year with a crazy girl. She looked a Raine and smiled. Well, 2 crazy girls
We had a blast in high school. We made sure nobody was safe from us. But when I met Lil I stopped being a crazy and laid back. I wanted to be with her and Selene let me. I spent my time on school with Selene and Lillith, and at home I dedicated my free time too Lillith. I was hopelessly in love. And thats what made me lose her, I guess. When mine heart was broken I went too Selene, who to my surprise, saw it coming. Lillith was acting weirder and weirder she said. But I was so blind of love I didnt see it. Lillith moved away at the end of the school year. She said that she would call and she did that for a month. I wrote her letters after that but never got a letter in return. I was left behind with a broken heart and a quilt of not knowing. I wanted to end it all but Selene, Taiki, Nikki, Haruka and Kai helped me through it. I guess I own my life to them. What made me lose her is still a question, that I still need a answer on.
Hey sleepy head, I just ask you a question. Do you have a habit for talking too yourself? Raine blinked and looks at her confused. Selene didnt change in those 3years only her hair was black and her bang was still pure purple. She worn a black pants with a sweater and a leather brown jacket What did you just say? Selene sighed. Never mind. Jesus, wheres your head now and days. Still thinking about her, huh? No, I was just looking for a nice present for our manager, Kai. And by the looks of it you did as well. Selene coughs nervously and looks away. These arent mine, there A loud noise made them turn around too see Haruka and Nikki arguing.
I said NO and thats that Your not mine mother and I want it, NOW! Haruka jumped up and down like a little girl for not getting her way. I want is, I want it!! She screamed. Behind them was Taiki, who shook her head and tried to calm down Haruka. Come on Haruka dont be a child. She still is! Nikki growled. Haruka gave her a glare and so did Nikki. Taiki, who was in the middle, tried too calmed them bout down but was unwilling to do so. Guys, come on. There just present, right? Uhoh? This made the tables turn. Just present?! They said together. These present are gifts you give towards your love ones and family. Nikki said Yeah, and you give them with all of you heart. Haruka finished. Taiki was looking towards Selene with a help me look. Oh I guess that my sign. Hold this for me, will ya She gave all of the present too Raine as Selene walked forward towards the three girls. Oke that enough you two. You acting like 5 year olds that wants to buy everything. Well tough luck ladies, the money bank is close. No more presents for both of you. Nikki and Haruka looked at each other and screamed. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Christ, what a drama queens Taiki walked slowly away from the crying girls infront of her and gave a little kiss on Selenes cheek. Thank you, you have no idea how it was back there. Yeah, that reminds me, what were they arguing about? Taiki sighs. Christmas paper for wrapping the presents in. Nikki wanted the normal ones and Haruka wanted the pink ones. Selene snickered at that comment. kidding right? Taiki
shook her head. God I wish Hey, Taiki She turned around too see Raine with the presents In her arms. Raine?! Is that you, behind those presents. Raine laughed. Yeah can you help me out here? Taiki grapped a few and so did Selene. So, Christmas shopping? She looked at Nikki and Haruka, who were still crying on the cold floor. Do I have too ask what you said too them or? Nah, there fine Raine? Taiki said Hmm? Raine replied Are you oke? Raine smiled and nodded. Yeah Im fine. Im just going too buy a present for my sis, Kai and for you guys. And then Im off too your house, right? She pointed at Selene and Selene nodded. Jep, big Christmas party at my house She squealed but immediately turned too her normal self. Uhmyeah party at my house Taiki and Raine looked at her at laughed. As they walked towards home, Selene stopped and smacked herself on the head. Oh that reminds me. We got a gig tomorrow night Selene said looking away from the faces that looked at her. Stupid right, knew it for a week now and I forgot She laughed nervously. Guys come one, easy now. I need my hands too play the guitar Haruka tackled her down and Nikki dove untop of her. This is going to be a new start, no more heartbroken because of her. Im going too live my life again. Raine thought. Looking at Selene who was being strangled by Nikki, Haruka and Taiki, she too joined the fun.
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-- Edited by Taiki at 23:05, 2007-12-09
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Nami, I love you. And i will die if you tell me to" Nami giggles. "Your already death silly, so it aint fair if you cant keep your promiss"
