ok, this is weird for me, i've never done the whole forum thing. but i need advice or just someone to talk to, so here we go. this girl, who is my best friend and i would do anything for her and never want to hurt, is my first lesbian crush. i fell in love with her last year, and told her, and it didn't work out so well, we were still friends but it was weird. I got all angsty and in the process of self pity I hurt her pretty badly, along with a few other friends. but now she's acting like she might like me back. mainly it's random hand touches and i catch her looking at me, and when we watch movies and stuff we always sit with shoulders or wrists touching. I don't really know how to explain what's going on, but from what I've said I hope someone can give me some advice or something! Oh, and I can't talk to any of my friends because some of them will hate me bacause i'm not supposed to like her anymore, one of them is jealous when i talk about other girls, and the rest are just weird around this stuff.
Well...all I can say is to confront her about it. One can only guess what it is she is thinking. Confronting her is the only way to get exact answers. And if she says 'you're making it all awkward', tell her 'well, you're the one leading me on'.
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This is the OP's only post here...and it's more'n two months old....anyone know what happened? Is the OP gone?
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Well, i'm sorta in the same situation as you right now You Decide, so dont think you're alone, but i don't really have any advice since i'm going through the same sorry but i feel your confusion.
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I'm in a similar place right now. It's definitely a pain. She's fallen asleep holding my hand, using my leg as a pillow, and I'm so confused. My best guess for you would be to confront her in a subtle way. Don't use the examples of fanfiction and like go in and kiss her. Tell her straight up and decide what's really going on,