Taiki lays in bed thinking, rolling back and forth shes confused and giddy at the same time.
She can't stop thinking about Alex and her inevitable nervousness around her.

"Oh man, if only she liked me back, that'd be perfect, ah, i would be so happy and we'd be just like Lil' and Raine."
Taiki blushes.
"Alex is such a great basketball player, shes so skilled and talented. Gosh, shes so great, and really good looking."
She keeps rerunning thoughts of her and Alex together at gym, she doesn't understand why she has these certain feelings toward a girl.

Taiki then becomes fustrated and gets out of bed and tiptoes to her computer, she looks at the time, 12:37.
Wow, she'd lay there thinking for almost an hour and a half.
"This should only take a few minutes."
She turns the computer on and her eyes try to adjust as the bright screen flickers on half blinding her.
She logs on her account trying to type lightly wishing no one in the house would be woken up.
As her MetIM pops up, she closes the window and double clicks on Web Viewer. She types in askchives.com and waits for the search engine to load. The image of the smiling polished butler in a suit slowly comes up and Taiki takes a deep breathe.
She types in -I'm a girl and I like a girl... Why? and How?-
A few million results come up and she starts clicking.
10 minutes pass by, click click click. Gay/lesbian?
Half an hour passes by, click, type, click. Shoujo ai? Yuri?
An hour passes by, click, ask, type. Bisexual?

Taiki looks at the time, 1:42, it was really late, she turns off her computer, and now she has a headache.
Taiki tiptoes back to her bed, pulls the covers over herself and lays there staring at her ceiling.
"Am I really Bi? Or Lesbian? Gosh, how is that? Is Alex a lesbian? Would she look good with me?"
Her eyes get tired and she doesn't want to deal with this so late at night so she shuts her eyes and lets her mind wander off to a deep abyss.



[Sorry, hit submit by accident. Still working on the rest. If you have suggestions go ahead and comment.]



-- Edited by intuitive_sensation at 23:17, 2007-12-30