Okay..i been wanting to talk about this with someone, so i guess i'll just let it out here.
I have never actually gone on a date before and I really don't know how it's suppose to go ._. I have tried to plan things out with my gf but it never actually ended up what we expected.
This weeken, on the fourth of July, i asked my gf out on a 'date', but it ended up not being one because i ruined it. It would have been better if i would just hold her hands and not mind what others think TT^TT other then that..it was fine..but i told her it wasn't a date anymore at the end, since i really don't want to have the first 'official' date to be a bad one.. both of us kind of got mad at each other for half an hour or so because we were unhappy about the result. I told her I want to make it up for her. I want to plan a better date. I want to do something special for her. I really need advice..
We have yet gone on a official 'date' since our situation is really complicated (with parents, and friends)
If you want to know more about my situation feel free to ask.
hmmm things rarely go as you plan them and making things 'official' may make it less likely to go the way you want.
I say enjoy your time together regardless of the actual situation.
Here's an idea for your first date: take her to a meal, doesn't need to be fancy anywhere will do.
Then walk around some stores or something together
The important thing is you're spending time together trying to have everything go your way is unrealistic trust me go with the flow a little more and don't worry so much
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
well...yeah that i know ._. and that is one of the problem we have >.> The thing is i really dont care if things went as plan or not i just want the day to be a happy one
for one I care too much about what others think so i distance myself when there's people around us...so that ruins the day even if it did went as planed
I have made a list for her that i have to fulfill... I want to do it. If it makes her happy. I'll do whatever it takes to force myself and not mind others reaction so things would be better..
I guess i'll try and take her out for dinner alone..that we haven't done ._.
