Tomorrow I'm getting on a plane home not as my old self but as Amy...
Yesterday was my birthday (and kio-kuns if anyones interested) so I'm 21 now...
Being an adult with all the legal strings attached made me realize I was done being in the closet
so tomorrow when I get on that plane I'll be dressed as Amy the self I for solong pretended didn't exist
Thanks guys for all your support over the years I'll be back when I land
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
"The button being so terribly close, it's really an awful joke, a bump with me a** as I go past and we'll all go up in smoke" - The Button Pusher, Luke Kelly - The Dubs.
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
I think I'd be an entirely different person if I didn't choke when it came to anything that even approached some notable level of importance. What you plan on doing is not even remotely easy, I doubt that it's uncommon to choke on something like this.
Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
No way, You won't die. If there is life, there is hope. Look we are all here supporting you. There is still many people who love you. You did something wonderful by coming out the closet. Wonderful mostly for you but also for all the other people who are still 'in the closet'. You can not give up. We are with you. You are our little 'Love Freak' that we love.
If you need to speak, we are here. If you need to be supported, we are here. If you need friends, we have always been here.
So keep smiling through. We are with you and everything will be okay.
Don't be too discouraged that a big step didn't work as you hoped. Sometimes you need to take several smaller steps instead; alternatively, sometimes it takes several tries before you can bring yourself to do something major. Sometimes it just takes more time... and you have already gone a long way, perhaps further than it feels like to you at the moment. Maybe it would be helpful discuss things with somebody, if you can, using some medium more interactive than this forum; that often helps one to gain perspective.
You have our support and best wishes. I hope and believe that you will eventually reach the point you wish, in spite of any problems you might encounter on the way.
I agree with Abe, small steps at a time will take you far.
As for things being difficult, if everything in life was simple it wouldn't be worth as much as it is. Take it one step at a time, one day at a time, and things will get better.
