I THINK WE SHOULD TELL WHERE WE HAVE BEEN

Yurilover90 · Lurker

RE: I THINK WE SHOULD TELL WHERE WE HAVE BEEN

gappiee · Guru

wheeeee welcome back ? you are back are you?

Yurilover90 · Lurker

Sorta. I'll probably revert back to lurking since I'll be so busy though. You guys might hear a little blurb here and there.

gappiee · Guru

well thats better than nothing isnt it? ... its been really quiet here =/

Susanah · Master Member

Ah, its good to be back :D
I kinda graduated (though we don't exactly call it that), and the time before it I was pretty busy with this and that, and then comes the summer holidays lurking :)

gappiee · Guru

well welcome back then =) ..... i feel like i have been gone really long, i didnt visit here for a week =D

Doc · Love Freak

I'm still around kinda... not really but ya know... KINDA!

Elpis · Active Member

I've been with out internets for a long time. XD but now i have it again.

gappiee · Guru

Welcome back then^^

... this topic is getting long ... all the ppl comeing and going and coming back and going again and comeing back again =D

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

Welc'm back Elpis!

Susanah · Master Member

why? WHY did I think the forum was gone?:( Didn't find the link, only to assume the forum was dead...also I kinda forget checking things on the internet lately, been doing more schoolwork, training, practicing fiddle and hanging with friends, and of course listening to so much music my head should logically exploded ages ago...^^'
BUT it's good to know the forum is not gone, and actually REMEMBER it too...:D

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

Well hi there! I forget to check it a lot as well.

gappiee · Guru

wow.... welcome back then both of you =) ... i was getting kinda lonely here =P

Susanah · Master Member

Hah, I get that one ^^;
Sorry bout forgetting this place, though...*^o^*

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

Don't worry gappiee, this place always makes me feel at home no matter what my mood is--even if I'm not here much. I Heart everyone lots!

Susanah · Master Member

Been busy changing schools, and then my computer won't work now after I changed...Good to finally be back on here, though^^

gappiee · Guru

yay ^^ ... ive noticed im not chekking here as often as before =/

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

I wonder where everyone went... It feels like there's not enough people to sum enough mass to generate enough gravity to keep people here anymore, so we're just wheeling off like discarded electrons :(

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I think I'm running out of space in my heart for things I don't say out loud when I think of them, though, overall. It feels like my friends I normally talk to are so distant (even though I talk with them daily and RP with them time to time), and the less people that approach and ask if there's something on my mind, the more I end up looking at people with "This person has things they're more interested in/care more about than what -is- on my mind," and I'm the type that can hide well when I'm not gushing out, so nobody can tell (so nobody asks).

Though, I grabbed the ear of a less close friend of mine just hours ago who pointed out that, since I'm consciously aware of it, I should grab it and push through, so I'm working on it a little since ^ ^;;

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And, as far as transitioning, I'm going far. Pretty much passing, though I need to work on my voice a little. I'm doing well, and there hasn't been extreme drama recently, but my tension is up and things that would just annoy me are irritating me, so I want to exhume my thoughts before I, as usual, generate and draw dramaclusters like an electromagnet.

-LT

Susanah · Master Member

Hey =)
Checking in again :)

Keep going on Lady, it is good to hear it is passing well :) Tension buildup can be released by perhaps talking to health personnel or others who have the confidentiality thing with their job, someone who have little to do with your life in general.

I could always tell that the school I switched to three weeks ago is great, with new friends and I still keep getting surprised by meeting people at school that I had no idea went there.

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

Oh? Do you have any stories to tell? I'd like to hear one!

Susanah · Master Member

...About the meeting people I didn't know went to my new school thingy?
Well, there's nothing really exiting, but on monday I went down to the cafeteria with some friends, and there I see R, the big brother of a friend I've known since I was about six weeks old, saying "I've looked for you. The reception lady just said the art students were in the C building" basically, he is there every monday. I thought he only had a job, but he has been in my school and I had gone there for 2 weeks already. It's not really weird since I don't have anything to do with the building he's in, but still...Oh, and one days after school, I met my neighbour's mother like just outside h\my classroom, she was supposed to be meeting her daughter there. :)

gappiee · Guru

its always weird to meet ppl you´ve known for a long time in new places ^^

Susanah · Master Member

I know, and yesterday I actually got a name to go with the face of the bunny-dude I often see at the bus terminal, a really nice guy :) (and I was happy when I heard his first impression of me had been somewhat along the lines of "w00t, a freak :D") ...yes, I kinda like being the 'freak' :)
That concert thingy I was on was really great with many young bands playing, lots of great people, and a bit too much headbanging on my part...so my neck is a bit hurting now but ah well, it was worth it~

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

Last two days have been fun. spent an entire wedding reception looking awesome (pictures forthcoming but you'll have to remind me, probably more than once), getting reluctantly led to the dancefloor by cousins, getting subsequently drunk, followed by somewhat more willing dancing, getting pulled into a conga line by my mom and looking backwards to tell her something and falling over a chair, further followed by a fifth drink, some poorly-coordinated final dancing, and using two unattended beer bottles as mics for one of my cousins and I (the one that pulled me to dance in the first place) to belt out DON'T STOP, BELIEEEVIN' at the top of our lungs. First and best real lfoor dancing and real drunkenness of my life

I woke up with my ears ringing from the music, thighs and throat still sore from dancing and yelling, thirsty for water from the buzz (and my brain absolutely self-awarely stupefied in the limbo between not awake and not asleep), and went on to have dinner with my family today, and successfully GM an RPG for the best time ever. [All my other attempts, including the last time I tried a Haloween Psecial, dwindled poorly (the first), were crippled by stomach viruses (last halloween), or crashed on takeoff when I cracked (the rest of the failures).]

So {even though {I'm very tired} {my eyes hurt and stuff}, and {my mood is, {while not nearly as bad as the hour pre-game}, mercurial and vulnerable to disruption}}, I'm feeling very fulfilled.

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Edit: For the curious, my inebriation pattern seems to involve a startling loss of balance and a less sudden drain of reluctance first, maintaining a rather unblemished clarity of mind, speech and typing. In speech I start doubling I start doubling some of my phrases, though, and my 'good judgement filter' shut off completely about three hours after I got home. The hour between that and falling asleep in bed was an interesting hour involving phone cameras, mirrors, and generally being an insufferable tease.

Four stars, would get drunk again.

-- Edited by LadyTwilight on Monday 1st of November 2010 08:53:32 AM

gappiee · Guru

wheee a good story *applauds*

CyganAngel · Senior Member

"The hour between that and falling asleep in bed was an interesting hour involving phone cameras, mirrors, and generally being an insufferable tease."

I wish to hear more of this incident.

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

But if I posted the pictures, any new forum mod would be obligated to remove them and/or me~

CyganAngel · Senior Member

I cannot think of a way around that, and that makes me sad.

gappiee · Guru

eeeeh why? i dont think there are any rules against posting pictures.... then again you should only do that if you want to( i really dislike the thought of the thought of there being pictures on the internet) ..... unless they are indecent of course (though i cant think of anything that anyone would want to post, that is also against the rules =P )

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

Gappiee: They're just close enough to purported indecency that if I were simultaneously and separately the person in the pictures and the person owning the forums who is not the person in the pictures, I would not want them on my forums.

Rather, they're so deliciously teaseful BECAUSE they skirt just close enough the safer side of indecency.

+Edit: And for bonus points, the people I didn't already send them to...I can even tease with the pictures by /not/ sending them. Really, it re-energized my succubus side to have such power over people again.

Addendum: Taikiforum doesn't really see much of that side of me, somehow it feels just a little less acceptable in this company, and I respect the people here too much to.

-- Edited by LadyTwilight on Saturday 6th of November 2010 11:54:34 AM

++Edit: Why am I trying so hard to make sense to myself at 8 AM? Go to sleep already!!

-- Edited by LadyTwilight on Saturday 6th of November 2010 11:56:22 AM

gappiee · Guru

right ..... i think i get it =/ sort of =P

CyganAngel · Senior Member

I'd post a picture of what I look like right now, but I can't work my camera one-handed :/

gappiee · Guru

wow that must be a tricky camera =O

CyganAngel · Senior Member

It's just a basic one. It has a picture of what is showing through the viewfinder on the other side of itself. But when I try to take a picture with my right hand, my hand goes in front of the iris :/

I can usually work it with my left hnd, but that's the broken one.

gappiee · Guru

oooh right that seems troublesome =/

Susanah · Master Member

Lady, there is still the embedded video of the Valentines photoshoot on the forums, and since (atleast I think so) the forum had the same mods back then, I don't think you would be banned =D (just to point it out that is, you shouldn't feel pressured in any way, because we don't wanna pressure you c: )

(edit to put in smiley)

-- Edited by Susanah on Tuesday 9th of November 2010 03:41:04 PM

gappiee · Guru

hmm i dont think that video is inappropriate in any way =/

Susanah · Master Member

Wee I'm back, finally! Been away for like three weeks because of that damned concussion I managed to get doing alpine skiing stuff...in the children's area (not really that challenging compared to the other ones...^^;)
....Anyway, the doctor thought it best for me to not really use the computer any more than necessary (meaning schoolwork and such), so that's why I haven't been on...

gappiee · Guru

that sounds pretty serious =O anyway welcome back!

Susanah · Master Member

Yeah, I'm coming back to my normal routines now :) ...although yesterday wasn't really normal since it was my birthday...I became 17 :3
Now, however, I'm going to run out the door so as to not miss the bus and be late for Tensing :)

gappiee · Guru

well happy birthday then =D

Susanah · Master Member

Thankyou :3

Susanah · Master Member

Im GONNA be gone for a week now, attending the european tensing festival. So, be talking to ya in a week, bye! =D

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

Welcome back and HAPPY BIRTHDAY And enjoy the festival!! Many hearts

Susanah · Master Member

Thanks :3 Was a good festival =D
The weather was mostly real nice, hot and sunny, I got a sunburn and just about my whole Tensing group used me as an example of a bad sunburn, I met new friends and the shows were fun to watch =)
It was kinda strange though, finding out from some girls in the choir that they had heard that a guy had been hitting on me...and I didn't notice...and the priest even noticed too...damn, I'm not good at noticing these things...

gappiee · Guru

hehe ^^ sounds like it was good =D
welcome back!

Susanah · Master Member

Thank you =)
I'm now nicely settled in in Oslo and will hopefully have internet connection and a computer within few days (I'm home in Bergen for a family thing).

I have noticed that my class of 17 is a quirky group of people who are all very nice and already after only five days together we have become somewhat tight-knitted =D We have one boy in our class and are having subjects like norwegian, english, social studies and gym with an electro class with all boys =)

How is it with you others? =)

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

That sounds pretty neat Suz!
I'm still trying to figure out what to do about some interpersonal drama of mine, and my sister moved in and she reacts much different than I do and expects me to react like people in her world do, so we've really clumsy around eachother but still help through tough things ^ ^
Got my legal-order name change! Next is just registering for a name-accurate driver's license and social security card, and get the license in 'F' if I can. hoping to go back to school after I have sufficient gender-accurate ID to present. Considering taking classes in massage therapy but not sure if I want to major in it.

Susanah · Master Member

Oooh, massaging....*stares dreamily at the clouds that she can't see*

Good luck with the gender-accurate cards and stuff, and I won't really say more about it or pretend I know all about it as I don't. It's gonna get easier around your sister after some time, it just takes time getting used to spending much time around others =)

LadyTwilight · Senior Member

lol, I'm glad it will. she's even on vacation now and it feels weird. Maybe I /should/ major in massage therapy as a gift to all the women of the world though...