And Nobody especially has lots of my respect, even if she never comes around anymore...
You're all amazing, beautiful people in the most core sense, expect perhaps for the occasional spambot that wanders in.
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I'm sweet like lead poisoning. I haz a profile biography now! The curious-nosed might peer into it, and the dramatically-disinclined can withold themselves.
NEW! I also have a blog, you're invited to check it out, or request a topic you'd like me to cover.
I keep looking for a punchline in that post but I can't seem to find one
anyways what brought this on? something tells me there's a story behind it
or...
I could be paranoid...! possibly both!
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
There is, actually! A UPS package arrived the other day and I opened it up to find I'd been mistakenly sent a TG book--Arlene Ister Lev's Transgender Emercence, for those of interest--that my mom had ordered for her house upper north. Today I spent much of the day off the computer and on the couch because my right are lit up like fireworks last night and I was taking a break from overusing it with constant micromovement (typing, mouse, game), and picked it up and read some. Somewhere in the first fourty pages or so there was a mention of disapprobation of post-op-homosexual transgendered, which made me think about Nobody's self-acceptance conflict, which made me think about how great everyone here was, to the point I just had to power up the computer and make sure you all knew I think so. Then it occured to me that you in particular might object, but after all you've tumbled over and the shells that keep hitting you time after barrage after time, and that you're still here, I think that's pretty great, too.
You might yet be paranoid, though.
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I'm sweet like lead poisoning. I haz a profile biography now! The curious-nosed might peer into it, and the dramatically-disinclined can withold themselves.
NEW! I also have a blog, you're invited to check it out, or request a topic you'd like me to cover.
oh man that's hard to swallow and it makes what I'm about to say even harder to say
I gave up on the transgendered path
yes... it was a tough decision but I've made enough enemies with the whole severe depression/anxiety combo and I just don't think in my current state I have the strength to endure it. I've survived 15 years of near isolation and ridicule already...
It's not that I don't think I'm a girl ...
-- Edited by Doc on Wednesday 17th of February 2010 10:13:29 AM
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Anger, Jealousy, Loneliness, these are the emotions that consume ones heart and destroy ones soul, my heart cannot soar for it is eternally wingless...
I think we all care for and love each other in a way in this forum. There aren't many of us, and then we get closer, no? And Doc, don't give up on the transgender path, atleast not if you feel you should be in a different body.
Those who are against you for you being you, should not matter, it's those who don't care about what body you're in, those who care about you for being YOU, that should matter. If you're not ready for the ridicule and such, you may put it off, but BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE
EDIT: ...Oh, and the you're all beautiful lifted my mood to a better level:)
-- Edited by Susanah on Friday 19th of February 2010 10:40:40 PM