I'm feeling nothing interesting here, iether! Definitely not. Unlrelatedly, body blush! Similarly unrelatedly to both the topic at hand and the aforementioned blush is being unsatisfied by only breathing simple air. FFFfffffffff curse 5AM and its sibling 6 AM and other such sleep-disrupting day-disrupting morning things.
Further and completely separate from all of the above, I keep having to gulp so I don't drown myself.
Physiological reactions are really crazy and totally unsourced. Going to sleep now.
Edit: Why oh why did I post this? Brain, start working again soon please.
-- Edited by LadyTwilight on Tuesday 23rd of March 2010 12:30:20 PM
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hey Lady, havent seen you here for a while. you ok?
ow your post made my brain hurt
...................................................................................................... looooooong time
nope still cant figure out what your post means
hmm anyway i read something about cartoon characters on drugs ..... ill see if i can find it again, just so we have something to talk about(its not really that interesting but whatever) link
you know, Lady, you sound like a sleep deprived madman ...... you should sleep some more...... probably......
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Well, I'm not OK now after melting plastic in the microwave, the washer breaking, losing the entire log files of my IRC haunts, losing the entire growing .txt of translations, words, phrases, customs, and other notes on a new language I'm trying to learn from a couple people, and a friend stressing me for more than a week over an impossible event he wants me to take all the burden of and do and takes potshots at me outside of it to the point where I said screwit and handed off guild leadership to my friend until my head calms and I'm less rash more rational.
But the above post was 'not OK' in the most physical sense--and very OK beyond that. 3>
New, mutually sensually-charged, friendly and mutually hopeless relationships where it feels like you've known someone for a long time before actually meeting them and they understand, support, help and want to be a part of someone's other relationships in their weblike (exclusive tunnel-like vs open web/network metaphor of senses/types of love) and different/personalized definition of love (and wanting to get to know and get along with the other people involved) is really the greatest thing ever, I think.
Kaaaate *dokidoki*
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wow you seem really stressed out.... you at least better in a physical sense? if there is any thing we can help with just say so, i have way to mutch spare time anyway(does need to be something that can be done through the internet though)
anyway your trying to learn a language? which one ? learning a new language is always good =)
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Philippine Tagalog actually--from 2~4 of my friend on a game that has a large Ph part of the community, including a number of my friends who I've asked--they're more comfortable speaking in it than English at times so I want to be able to understand the talk around me--all my notes got lost now, though.
I'm stressed, and yet good things (like Kate) happen to me too (but that's eustress, too :P). I'm never in the middle, ever, just averaged out stretched between two extremes (really good things and really bad things).
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wow that doesnt seem like an easy language to learn. i never heard it though but still its so far away
eustress? had to look it up ...... there is a good kind of stress? =/
wikipedia: Eustress is a term coined by endocrinologist Hans Selye which is defined in the model of Richard Lazarus (1974) as stress that is healthy, or gives one a feeling of fulfillment or other positive feelings. Eustress is a process of exploring potential gains.
i think that is what i would call exitement....
it seems like your doing better already..... your post seems calmer (i could be crazy though)
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I'm handling. Having Paisley (my closest confidant and friend) and Kate (see above) around yesterday night really helped, as well as the quiet support of one of my fewer friends that I've told my transstatus to has really salved my mind which needed it so much.
And just a couple hours ago I got to see all of my family for the first time in a while--and I'm much more active and talkative in person than I used to be! Whoever says internet relationships are surrogate and deteriorating to one's social skills is blowing out hot air. <3
----- +1 Day Edit: Add some quality time with Yinn (whose language it is I'm learning from another couple friends) whom I sent a (five page) chatlog that sums up the stress of the past two weeks, and Purple (a quiet but drawing enigma of a lady) who promised to check it out tomorrow since it was 3 AM.
Even if I woke up ultra-early today by flipping out trying to swat a bee landing on my lip away from my face in terror that passed from dream to reality (the panicked flailing not the bee) and my eyes have been hurting all day (I've been stylishly wearing sunglasses all day), it's very hard not to feel 'happy'. I love these girls and guys, they make my life shine.
-- Edited by LadyTwilight on Tuesday 6th of April 2010 05:26:37 AM
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That was interesting. Of course, it's not too surprising that, once one has enough money, the most important factors become an interesting challenge/puzzle with the chance to improve one's skills, the satisfaction of doing something worthwhile, and not being overly pestered by micromanagers...
I love EGS But it's been so long since I've read it! Rawr you guys and gals
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EGS is perhaps the one comic I check for updates most frequently, and I have read it for at least some years =D Perhaps you should start reading it again? =3
-- Edited by LadyTwilight on Tuesday 9th of August 2011 12:38:38 AM
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There are some sites that don't allow linking to the image itself. they have replacement images like that that admonish hotlinking, so if you see one of those, you can save and upload the image over on a free image hosting site, and try again.
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aah .. but i cant remember what it was i posted ^^ its too long ago =P ooh wait i do know what it was just dont know where to find it ill look it up sometime
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Yay =D It's always nice to find out something one wanted to know but had just resigned ones self to not knowing =D
And you guys know when some people say that you can't be sure you're bisexual before you're like 21 or something? -i found the sense one might see in that. It is all about the hormonal confusion, which leads some teenagers to believe they're something that they're not, ie. a straight guy who thought he was bisexual when in puberty but afterwards realized that his attraction towards males were due to the hormones racing through his body. I myself have dealt with a lot of confusion, even though I am still quite sure that I am a lesbian.
I wondered about being bicurious briefly too, but a friend spending a night over made me realize how much I don't really want male hands or stubble touching me in such ways (er, we didn't do anything, just so it's said!)
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Yeah, I have found it's pretty much the same for me too (random fact, I've never had a sleepover with a male). My whole confusion thingy is nothing but annoying, but I guess everyone thinks so. Also, there's this creep in the electro class we're having all these subjects with at school who openly looked at my chest (I was standing out in the hallway and his eyes were on me (noone/nothing else right there), he had this leery smug smile and stroked his chin in that pervert way, also he was sitting and his eyes were looking straight ahead, namely in the height of my chest...) I so want an excuse to kick him in the balls right now...