Members Login
Username 
 
Password 
    Remember Me  
Post Info TOPIC: *sigh*


Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: Mar 2, 2011
*sigh*


My grandfather died this morning, and I found out about an hour ago. Problem is -  I don't feel sad. Not really. I mean - my mind and concious thoughts are all grieving over his death and I knew it wouldn't be all that long now before he died, but I feel almost no emotions over it at all. It is like I cannot really feel anymore - for a long time I almost haven't felt any good emotions, only sad ones whenever I let them out. For me not to be really able to feel even sadness...I hate it

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."



Guru

Status: Offline
Posts: 1109
Date: Mar 3, 2011

wow somehow this sounds really sad.... dont know what to say really.... maybe it would be a good thing to celebrate the memory

__________________
"A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to"

"30-07-2009" =)


Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: Mar 7, 2011

Mnn...I feel pretty sad about his death now...though not as bad as I think I should be feeling. Well, at least it's something, and I do cherish his memory, like when he used to take us out on trips and teach us the names of different plants and how he played accordion and fiddle for us and how he gave me his old fiddle the first chance he got after he heard I was going to start playing as well...

Anyway, I have asked to be one of the six to carry his coffin. I do not know if we will have six men, but those would probably come in that line faster than me because of tradition...well, it is time to go take a shower and sleep now :)

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."



Senior Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 385
Date: Mar 13, 2011

~hugs~

__________________
I apologize in advance for any offence I cause. Because I will cause offence, probably.


Guru

Status: Offline
Posts: 1109
Date: Mar 15, 2011

O.O your grandfather must have been a awesome person

__________________
"A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to"

"30-07-2009" =)


Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: Mar 19, 2011

He was. So was my uncle. The search party found him in the snow on the ski route he was supposed to go. Early Wednesday morning, they found him I think...So, next Friday it's off to his funeral. It was really a shock that he died - with grandpa we knew it would happen sooner or later, but uncle Hermund was healthy in all ways. He was always so cheerful and real funny, couldn't sit still when he retired because of age, so he went back into work again in private sector or something :)

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."



Guru

Status: Offline
Posts: 1109
Date: Mar 19, 2011

=)

__________________
"A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to"

"30-07-2009" =)


Senior Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 385
Date: Mar 27, 2011

Ouch... :(



__________________
I apologize in advance for any offence I cause. Because I will cause offence, probably.


Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: Mar 29, 2011

Damn. Stupid network-cable decided to delete my whole typed-up post -_-" Well, in short I still haven't really realized that uncle is dead. Me and a friend had a birthday party at my house on saturday, inviting among others R, the girl I still love who made the night perfect in my mind :)

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."



Guru

Status: Offline
Posts: 1109
Date: Mar 29, 2011

hmm thats a good thing i guess =)

......my grandmother died yesterday =( .. not shure what else to say about it

__________________
"A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to"

"30-07-2009" =)


Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: Mar 30, 2011

Ah:( I'm sorry ;(

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."



Guru

Status: Offline
Posts: 1109
Date: Mar 30, 2011

=)

__________________
"A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to"

"30-07-2009" =)


Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: Mar 31, 2011

A *sorta* funny story is that when we were on the airport last thursday flying to gaardemoen airport, the whole airspace above the airport was blocked off. Why? Because some person in a hangglider was flying leisurely 8'000 metres over the airport without radio equipment, probably not knowing exactly WHERE he/she were. they effectively blocked off any other airborne travel in the whole area ^^;

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."



Guru

Status: Offline
Posts: 1109
Date: Mar 31, 2011

hehe ^^ who wouldve thought someone could block all air traffic of an airport all by themselves

__________________
"A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to"

"30-07-2009" =)


Senior Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 323
Date: May 13, 2011

*MUCHLY BELATED HUGS*

__________________

I'm sweet like lead poisoning.
I haz a profile biography now! The curious-nosed might peer into it, and the dramatically-disinclined can withold themselves.

NEW! I also have a blog, you're invited to check it out, or request a topic you'd like me to cover.




Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: May 31, 2011

Thanks, Lady =) *hugs back* I love hugs, so you're welcome to give me a hug any time you want =D

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."



Senior Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 323
Date: Jul 13, 2011

 

Susanah wrote:

Thanks, Lady =) *hugs back* I love hugs, so you're welcome to give me a hug any time you want =D


 

 Yaaaaay! *hugs again (muchly belatedly latered)*

*nibblenoms on your shoulder, too* 



__________________

I'm sweet like lead poisoning.
I haz a profile biography now! The curious-nosed might peer into it, and the dramatically-disinclined can withold themselves.

NEW! I also have a blog, you're invited to check it out, or request a topic you'd like me to cover.




Master Member

Status: Offline
Posts: 512
Date: Jul 26, 2011

Yay :3

 

...I hope I don't taste of bathing salts, though^^; :P



-- Edited by Susanah on Tuesday 26th of July 2011 11:31:49 AM

__________________

...To be mature is to dare to be childish...

 

"That is disturbingly convenient..."

Page 1 of 1  sorted by
 
Quick Reply

Please log in to post quick replies.

Tweet this page Post to Digg Post to Del.icio.us


Create your own FREE Forum
Report Abuse
Powered by ActiveBoard