My grandfather died this morning, and I found out about an hour ago. Problem is - I don't feel sad. Not really. I mean - my mind and concious thoughts are all grieving over his death and I knew it wouldn't be all that long now before he died, but I feel almost no emotions over it at all. It is like I cannot really feel anymore - for a long time I almost haven't felt any good emotions, only sad ones whenever I let them out. For me not to be really able to feel even sadness...I hate it
Mnn...I feel pretty sad about his death now...though not as bad as I think I should be feeling. Well, at least it's something, and I do cherish his memory, like when he used to take us out on trips and teach us the names of different plants and how he played accordion and fiddle for us and how he gave me his old fiddle the first chance he got after he heard I was going to start playing as well...
Anyway, I have asked to be one of the six to carry his coffin. I do not know if we will have six men, but those would probably come in that line faster than me because of tradition...well, it is time to go take a shower and sleep now :)
He was. So was my uncle. The search party found him in the snow on the ski route he was supposed to go. Early Wednesday morning, they found him I think...So, next Friday it's off to his funeral. It was really a shock that he died - with grandpa we knew it would happen sooner or later, but uncle Hermund was healthy in all ways. He was always so cheerful and real funny, couldn't sit still when he retired because of age, so he went back into work again in private sector or something :)
Damn. Stupid network-cable decided to delete my whole typed-up post -_-" Well, in short I still haven't really realized that uncle is dead. Me and a friend had a birthday party at my house on saturday, inviting among others R, the girl I still love who made the night perfect in my mind :)
A *sorta* funny story is that when we were on the airport last thursday flying to gaardemoen airport, the whole airspace above the airport was blocked off. Why? Because some person in a hangglider was flying leisurely 8'000 metres over the airport without radio equipment, probably not knowing exactly WHERE he/she were. they effectively blocked off any other airborne travel in the whole area ^^;
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Thanks, Lady =) *hugs back* I love hugs, so you're welcome to give me a hug any time you want =D
Yaaaaay! *hugs again (muchly belatedly latered)*
*nibblenoms on your shoulder, too*
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I'm sweet like lead poisoning. I haz a profile biography now! The curious-nosed might peer into it, and the dramatically-disinclined can withold themselves.
NEW! I also have a blog, you're invited to check it out, or request a topic you'd like me to cover.